Pre-Valentine’s

It’s so odd; strolling into this feeling
With eyes open, heart beats normally.
Knowingly, it might be you.

It’s like February 13.
Tomorrow is Valentine’s.
But it’s still not mine, this time.

It contradicts; being certain with doubt.
Wanting to ask everything;
Stars, roses petal counting.

But nothing can answer
Better than me.
Yet, are we?

A Moment Into Love

A moment when another soul’s eyes
Shine the answer of searching,
The winter sky is still simple blue
And the wind doesn’t sing.

A hint just once went to heart,
It lasts without wavering.
From summer through autumn,
Like my mind waits for some known things.

Today’s moment when your eyes
Smiled into my deepest feeling,
I don’t resist if it’s you
For my every future springs.

# 94

Resist

One-sided

Looking up, it’s always one-sided sky
And that’s why I find both days and nights.
The warmth from the sun so far
Takes turn with silver star- and moon- lights.
Beside me, it’s still an empty air,
I’m well-awared all the great height.
But looking up, I know you are there,
In all these nightmares, I start to feel right.
The dream of flying a little higher, nearer,
Comes back with fire to revive.
This new eyes and mindpower
Are not gained to conquer something skylike.
Only waking up to see you some days,
Somehow I’m on the way to a better life.
With all the best of one-sided sight,
My soul finds the angel guide.

#85

Soul Shelter is Nature and Insanity

I always get lost in sky colors
And inner insanities.
My mind denies to be a settler
Of this falsely glamor city.
The tiny corner of nature
Is life shelter, soul sanctuary.
They say this’s where all desires,
I only picture a night of silverly starry.
If nothing’s wrong with this life chapter,
Why ponders repeatedly?
When today’s sunset glows over,
I surrender and flee.

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# A moment of tempting to live my life just by chasing the beautiful sky because of today’s sunset.